User:	offthespring
	Date:	2009-12-10 21:56
	Subject:	It's me again...
	Security:	Public

I started T about a month or so ago and still no major changes. My voice is somewhat deeper but other then that.. nothing really major to report!

Other Major updates...

I won the FSAWWA YP of the year award on Dec 3rd at the FSAWWA Annual Conference. I also won the PAC award again this year as well.




I dropped it (hence the scratch) due to shock because I couldn't believe I won.

My mom actually has Facebook now - actually for about 1 year now. I made her account when I visited for xmas last year.

She wrote me this message when I posted a picture of my award on Facebook -

"Congratulations....Your dad would be so proud....I am too
love ya"


I wish my dad was still alive especially now since I really need a more of a male role model in my life at this moment. I often wonder if my father would be proud of me.. especially knowing that I'm trans.

I would like to think he would love me anyways and consider to me to be more like his son vs. his daughter.. but I'll never know.. and that's a pretty hard thing for me to accept most of the time.

I just wish I could remember him telling me that he loved me. Like actually hearing his voice say it. Perhaps one day I will remember.

Other less important news.....

MWTC 09 is over for the year.. thank god. Over 140 tower s were built this year ... and it was a lot of fun. I heart seeing all the middle school kids having a good time but I got sick of every weekend being MWTC weekend!

that's about it.